The Path May be Joyful, but Walking it Can be Painful:

Kadampa Ryan 4. Practicing in Daily Life

We have to go through a lot of pain before we can develop a qualified bodhichitta.

First, we have to admit to ourselves that our situation in samsara is hopeless without giving into despair because we have found a way out.

Then, we have to get to the point where we cannot bear those we love suffering without any trace of self-concern or despondency.

Finally, we have to accept we are currently powerless to do much to help those we love and they will continue to suffer for a long time until we become a Buddha for them, and even then they will have to do the work themselves.

Each one of these is like walking on a mental tightrope and falling into the extremes on either side of each one is very painful. We will fall. We will hurt. We will cry. It will not be easy.

This journey is only made in the heart and the heart feels. We have to have the courage to knowingly and willingly take on the inner hurt associated with embarking on this inner journey. It’s not all adventure and rainbows. It’s a whole lot of struggle and inner pain.

It’s easier to just think ignorance is bliss than accept the truth of our situation. It’s easier to harden our heart to other’s plight than take on their pain. It’s easier to fool ourselves into thinking we are farther along the path than we really are than accept without discouragement that we are still a mess. It is easier to believe that somehow everyone will be OK and they not fall deeper into samsara than accept that virtually everyone we love is on a one-way ticket to the lower realms. It’s easier to just stay at the intellectual level than move into the heart.

But the easy way is in fact the hard way. The hard way is, in the long-run, the easier way because there is an end. We have been shown what we need to do. It works for all who try it.

But nobody said it would be painless.

Happy Tsog Day: Getting to the Heart of the Matter

Kadampa Ryan Tsog Days

In order to remember and mark our tsog days, holy days on the Kadampa calendar, I am sharing my understanding of the practice of Offering to the Spiritual Guide with tsog.  This is part 15 of a 44-part series.

The Nine-line Migtsema Prayer

It is customary to recite the nine-line Migtsema prayer at this point.

Tsongkhapa, crown ornament of the scholars of the Land of the Snows,
You are Buddha Shakyamuni and Vajradhara, the source of all attainments,
Avalokiteshvara, the treasury of unobservable compassion,
Manjushri, the supreme stainless wisdom,
And Vajrapani, the destroyer of the hosts of maras.
O Venerable Guru-Buddha, synthesis of all Three Jewels
With my body, speech, and mind, respectfully I make requests:
Please grant your blessings to ripen and liberate myself and others,
And bestow the common and supreme attainments.

The Migtsema prayer is essentially a method for invoking Lama Tsongkhapa to accomplish his function in this world. We typically recite it at the end of every practice. When we recite the prayer, we are directing it to Je Tsongkhapa in the space in front of us. We can imagine he is in front of all living beings who have been around us throughout the sadhana, engaging in the prayers with us. If we are at a festival or receiving a Dharma teaching, we can direct the prayer to the Je Tsongkhapa inside the person giving the teaching. We should strongly believe that we receive all our teachings from Je Tsongkhapa, not the ordinary person appearing in front of this. Reciting this prayer in this way strengthens our pure view recognitions.

Specifically, we can imagine as follows:

When we recite, “Tsongkhapa,” we can recall the living Je Tsongkhapa in front of us (either in the space in front of us or at the heart of the spiritual teacher). When we say, “crown ornament of the scholars of the land of the snows,” we imagine that from Je Tsongkhapa’s heart countless emanations of Je Tsongkhapa radiate out transforming all living beings into the aspect of Je Tsongkhapa, strongly believing that by doing so we are bestowing upon them the qualities of a fully qualified Kadampa spiritual guide in the aspect of the body and mind of Je Tsongkhapa. When we recite “you are Buddha Shakyamuni and Vajradhara,” we recall the living Buddha Shakyamuni and Vajradhara in front of us in the heart of Je Tsongkhapa; and when we recite “source of all attainments,” we imagine that from Buddha Shakyamuni and Vajradhara in front, countless emanations of themselves go out to all the beings generated as Je Tsongkhapa, strongly believing that by doing so we are bestowing upon them all the qualities of a fully qualified Sutra and Tantra spiritual guide in the aspect of Buddha Shakyamuni and Vajradhara respectively – we are placing a Buddha Shakyamuni and Vajradhara into their hearts.

When we recite, “Avalokiteshvara,” we recall the living Avalokiteshvara in front of us at the throat of Je Tsongkhapa; and when we recite, “treasure of unobservable compassion,” we imagine that from Avalokiteshvara countless emanations of Avalokiteshvara go out to all living beings, bestowing upon them all the compassion of all the Buddhas and all the realizations of the vast path in the aspect of Avalokiteshvara at their throats. We do the same with Manjushri and Vajrapani, imagining countless emanations radiate out bestowing upon all living beings the wisdom and spiritual power of all the Buddhas in the form of and all the realizations of the profound path in the aspect of Manjushri at their crowns and Vajrapani at their hearts.

When we recite “O venerable Guru Buddha,” we are directing our request to all the Lama Losang Tubwang Dorjechangs now generated around us. When we recite “synthesis of all three jewels,” we recognize the body, speech, and mind of all these beings collectively to be all Sangha, Dharma, and Buddha jewels respectively. When we recite “with by body, speech, and mind, respectfully I make requests” we imagine the pure body, speech, and mind of all the emanations now around us are making the requests. When we recite, “please grant your blessings to ripen and liberate myself and others,” we recall that to ripen means to ripen fully onto the path and to liberate means to attain liberation. And when we recite, “and bestow the common and supreme attainments,” we imagine that Lama Losang Tubwang Dorjechang bestows full enlightenment on all living beings and we strongly believe that they are now all enlightened. This is powerful tantric technology, indeed Geshe-la explains the Migstema prayer is the synthesis of the entire practice of Offering to the Spiritual Guide.

Offering the Mandala

If we wish to make a mandala offering together with the three great requests we may do so at this point.

OM VAJRA BHUMI AH HUM
Great and powerful golden ground,
OM VAJRA REKHE AH HUM
At the edge the iron fence stands around the outer circle.
In the centre Mount Meru the king of mountains,
Around which are four continents:
In the east, Purvavideha, in the south, Jambudipa,
In the west, Aparagodaniya, in the north, Uttarakuru.
Each has two sub-continents:
Deha and Videha, Tsamara and Abatsamara,
Satha and Uttaramantrina, Kurava and Kaurava.
The mountain of jewels, the wish-granting tree,
The wish-granting cow, and the harvest unsown.
The precious wheel, the precious jewel,
The precious queen, the precious minister,
The precious elephant, the precious supreme horse,
The precious general, and the great treasure vase.
The goddess of beauty, the goddess of garlands,
The goddess of music, the goddess of dance,
The goddess of flowers, the goddess of incense,
The goddess of light, and the goddess of scent.
The sun and the moon, the precious umbrella,
The banner of victory in every direction.
In the centre all treasures of both gods and men,
An excellent collection with nothing left out.
I offer this to you my kind root Guru and lineage Gurus,
To all you sacred and glorious Gurus;
And especially to you, great Lama Losang Tubwang Dorjechang together with your retinues.
Please accept with compassion for migrating beings,
And having accepted, out of your great compassion,
Please bestow your blessings on all sentient beings pervading space.

The ground sprinkled with perfume and spread with flowers,
The Great Mountain, four lands, sun and moon,
Seen as a Buddha Land and offered Thus,
May all beings enjoy such Pure Lands.

I offer without any sense of loss
The objects that give rise to my attachment, hatred, and confusion,
My friends, enemies, and strangers, our bodies and enjoyments;
Please accept these and bless me to be released directly from the three poisons.

IDAM GURU RATNA MANDALAKAM NIRYATAYAMI

We can understand the meaning of mandala offerings from the explanation given earlier in this series when we offered a mandala after the outer offerings. For me, the main point is a mandala offering is a promise that we will work for as long as it takes to transform the world we normally see into the pure land we are offering. We will not stop until all living beings have been delivered to the pure land. Geshe-la explains in many places that mandala offerings are one of the best methods for attaining rebirth in a pure land ourselves. If we are offering to deliver all living beings to a pure land, we create countless karmic potentialities to attain a pure land ourselves.

Geshe-la explains in Essence of Vajrayana that there are four different types of mandala offering – outer, inner, secret, and thatness:

“We offer the inner mandala by mentally transforming our aggregates and elements into the form of the outer mandala. We offer the secret and thatness mandalas by imagining that our mind of indivisible bliss and emptiness transforms into the mandala. From the point of view of its having the nature of great bliss the mandala is the secret mandala, and from the point of view of its being a manifestation of emptiness it is the thatness mandala.”

We can offer the mandala in these four ways simultaneously by offering our self-generation as Heruka in Keajra as our mandala offering. The outer aspect is Keajra pure land with all the deities, we recognize this pure land as our aggregates completely purified and transformed into the aggregates of the pure land that we are offering, we experience this mandala as great bliss, and we recall it being emptiness in the aspect of the mandala offering. Offering mandalas in general is the best method to attain the pure land, but offering them in these four ways simultaneously is substantially more powerful.

Also, if we wish to receive blessings so as to gain the realizations of the Mahamudra, we may recite the Prayers of Request to the Mahamudra Lineage Gurus and/or The Condensed Meaning of the Swift Vajrayana Path at this point.

It is important to recall that the practice of Offering to the Spiritual Guide is a preliminary practice to Mahamudra meditation. The definitive path of Je Tsongkhapa is Lamrim, Lojong, and Vajrayana Mahamudra. Lamrim transforms our motivation into bodhichitta, Lojong enables us to transform adverse experiences into the path to enlightenment, and Vajrayana Mahamudra enables us to transform pleasant experiences into the path. Vajrayana Mahamudra has two stages – generation stage and completion stage. With generation stage, we generate ourselves as the deity through our faith and imagination; in completion stage we directly transform our subtle body into that of an enlightened being.

Modern Bodhisattva’s Way of Life: If Others are Empty, Why Generate Compassion?

Kadampa Ryan 2. Modern Bodhisattva's Way of Life

(9.73) Neither the mind of the past nor the mind of the future is the self,
Because the former has ceased and the latter has yet to be produced.
(Other schools) “But surely the mind arising in the present moment is the self.”
If it were, then the self would not exist in the next moment!

(9.74) If you peel away the layers of the trunk of a plantain tree,
You will never discover anything substantial.
In the same way, if you conduct a detailed analysis,
You will never be able to find a self, or I.

The self or I can be found nowhere. According to the Madhyamika-Prasangikas, it can be found nowhere.  What we believe to be true is just an illusion. If we look for our I or self anywhere, we will find nothing. There is nothing that is the I or self. Nothing.  If you look for an inherently existent I you will find nothing, because it doesn’t exist, but if you look for the conventionally existent I, the mere name projected by mind, you can find it.

(9.75ab) (Other schools) “If living beings have no true existence,
For whom can we develop compassion?”

This is a very common objection that arises when we start to consider emptiness. We think if living beings do not truly exist then there’s nobody there who’s actually suffering, so what is the point of generating compassion? Further we think if there’s no one actually there then it doesn’t matter if we harm others because no one is actually being harmed. When the Matrix movies came out Dharma practitioners saw very close parallels between the teachings on emptiness and the movie, how everyone was trapped in a simulation that they thought was real. But in the movies, they made it seem as if there was no harm in killing and shooting everybody since they weren’t really real anyways. If no one actually exists then what is the point of anything?

(9.75cd) We promise to achieve the goal of Buddhahood
For the sake of those whom ignorance imputes as truly existent.

Shantideva’s answer to this objection is living beings do not have to truly exist for us to generate compassion for them or to attain enlightenment for them. For example, if in a dream we see somebody who is hurting, we naturally go to their aid. This is the right thing to do in the context of dream. We have a dreamlike self helping dreamlike others in dreamlike ways. All of it is appropriate within the context of the dream. If we were not dreaming, then of course there would be no need to go help dreamlike beings because none would be appearing.

People who are schizophrenic see all sorts of hallucinations that they believe to be real and as a result they often suffer from these appearances. Their doctors try help them understand that these appearances are not real but are just projections of mind, so there is nothing that they need to worry about. It is because the doctor knows that the hallucinations are not real but that the person believes that they are that they then help the patient understand reality. In exactly the same way, we are all trapped in a schizophrenic dream that we believe is real. Because we believe it is real, we suffer from it. It does not have to be real for us to experience pain and suffering. The Buddhas, who are outside of this contaminated dream, naturally want to help wake us up from these hallucinations. They don’t do so because they believe the hallucinations are real, they do so because they know we believe they are real and we are suffering as a result.

The fundamental flaw in this doubt is it assumes pain has to have a real cause for it to be painful. This is not true. In fact, most of the things that we suffer from never actually occur. For example, we worry endlessly about what could possibly happen in the future, and very little of what we worry about ever comes to pass. The mental future that we project does not actually exist, is just a mere projection of our mind, but we nonetheless suffer from it because we fear it could come to pass and we believe it is real. Likewise, all of our delusions are amplified by the degree to which we have inappropriate attention. Inappropriate attention exaggerates either the good or bad qualities of something beyond what is actually there. As a result, we generate attachment or aversion towards these things. This attachment aversion then causes us to mentally suffer and destroys our inner peace. But none of those things that we are imagining are actually true, they are all exaggerated interpretations of what is going on created by our mind. All of these examples which we see in our daily life show clearly that even though things are not real we can still suffer from them, in fact most of what we suffer from doesn’t actually exist.

Happy Tara Day: May there be the auspiciousness of her presence

Kadampa Ryan How to Rely Upon Tara, Tara Days

This is the ninth installment of the 12-part series sharing my understanding of the practice Liberation from Sorrow.

Offering the mandala

When we make a mandala offering, we imagine the entire universe is transformed into a pure land.  The highest offering we can make is one of our practice. For me, a mandala offering is a promise that we will work for as long as it takes before we actually transform the world we normally see into the pure land we are offering.  We will not stop until all living beings have been delivered to the pure land.  Geshe-la explains in many places that mandala offerings are one of the best methods for attaining rebirth in a pure land.  If we are offering to deliver all living beings to a pure land, we create countless karmic potentialities to attain a pure land ourselves.  Just as Tara was born from the tears of the protector of the three worlds, and arose to tell Avalokitshvara to not worry, she would help him; in the same way, when we make a mandala offering, we are telling Tara to not worry, we will help her.  We share the same wish to lead all beings to the pure land, and we promise to work towards that aim.

Requesting fulfilment of wishes

O Venerable, Blessed, Compassionate Mother,
May I and all countless living beings
Quickly purify the two obstructions, complete the two collections,
And attain the state of complete Buddhahood.

All living beings have Buddha nature.  This means that if we purify our Buddha nature of everything that is not enlightened, our natural Buddhahood will emerge.  In some respects, we don’t need to construct our Buddhahood, we just need to uncover it.  Our very subtle mind, once completely purified, transforms into the enlightened mind of a Buddha.  There are two obstructions on our very subtle mind – our delusions and their imprints.  Every action creates four karmic potentialities:  a tendency similar to the cause, an effect similar to the cause, a ripened effect, and an environmental effect.  The first is a tendency to generate delusions again – basically our bad mental habits to respond in deluded ways.  These are our delusion obstructions.  The other three are the imprints of our past delusions, also known as obstructions to omniscience.  They are so called because they ripen in the form of ordinary appearances – things appearing to exist from their own side.  Another way to think about this is there are two types of karma: contaminated and non-contaminated karma.  Contaminated karma is of two types:  negative and positive.  Negative karma ripens in lower rebirth and positive karma ripens as upper rebirth in samsara.  Non-contaminated karma, or pure karma, ripens as a pure rebirth outside of samsara.  To close the door on lower rebirth, we need to purify all of our negative karma.  To close the door on our personal rebirth in samsara, we need to purify all of our negative karma and all of our delusion obstructions.  To attain full enlightenment, we need to purify all of our contaminated karma.  Tara can accelerate the rate at which we do all of this. 

The two collections refer to the collection of merit and the collection of wisdom.  The collection of merit arises primarily from our practices of the vast path (all of the Lamrim meditations up to bodhichitta), and the collection of wisdom arises primarily from our practices of the profound path (specifically the meditation on emptiness).  According to highest yoga tantra, the collection of merit also includes generating the very subtle mind of great bliss that we use to meditate on emptiness.  Once we have completed the collection of merit, we attain a Buddha’s form body. Once we have completed the collection of wisdom, we attain a Buddhas mind, or truth body. The union of these two is full enlightenment. Since Tara is the Buddha of Lamrim, she can help us complete both collections. Understanding this, when we recite this verse, we generate a strong wish to rely upon Tara understanding she can help us from where we are now all the way to full enlightenment.

Throughout all our lives before we reach Buddhahood,
May we attain the supreme happiness of humans and gods;
And so that we may accomplish the omniscient mind,
Please quickly pacify and eliminate all interferences,

It is said that it is easier to attain enlightenment once born human than it is to attain a human rebirth if we have been reborn in the lower realms. There is no guarantee we will attain enlightenment in this lifetime. Therefore, it is vital to ensure that we do not fall into the lower realms. If we do, there is a danger we may not re-find the spiritual path for countless eons. All of the beings who we would have otherwise been able to help if we had attained enlightenment earlier will have to continue to suffer for all that time. Not to mention the fact that we ourselves will have to experience all of the sufferings of the lower realms. Sometimes we think generating fear of lower rebirth is a meditation for beginners. We want to engage in higher meditations, and indulge ourselves in the fantasy that we are somehow exempt from lower rebirth. Geshe-la explains in Oral Instructions of Mahamudra that the main reason why we have not yet generated qualified refuge is because we lack fear of lower rebirth.  If we do not have even qualified refuge, it goes without saying we have no chance of gaining higher realizations. Geshe-la further explains we should be as terrified of lower rebirth as we would be if we were trapped in a circle of fire. Understanding this, we should generate a very strong fear of lower rebirth and then, with faith in Tara’s ability to protect us from lower rebirth, we request her protection. In dependence upon this, if at the time of our death we remember Taro, she will bless our mind and we will avoid lower rebirth, and remain in the human and god realms until we reach Buddhahood.

Evil spirits, hindrances, epidemics and sickness,
As well as the various causes of untimely death,
Bad dreams, ill omens, the eight fears
And all other forms of danger.

Samsara is a dangerous place.  In the Oral Instructions of Mahamudra, Geshe-la says Samsara is like a vast ocean of suffering and at any point we can be eaten by the sea monsters of the Lord of Death.  We never know what sea monster may arise and pull us down into the deep ocean of suffering.  Even if we avoid death for awhile, we are nonetheless buffeted by the violent waves of suffering.  There is no safety anywhere in samsara.  Nobody saw the Coronavirus coming, but in a very short period of time, it changed everything.  It is just a question of time before we wind up with some incurable sickness.  Tara can protect us from all of these dangers.  How?  First, by generating faith in her, we open our mind to receiving her blessings which prevent the negative karma already on our mind from ripening.  Second, she can help us purify our negative karma directly, much in the same way Vajrasattva can.  And third, if adversity does strike (which is inevitable), she will bless us with the wisdom to know how to transform it into causes of our enlightenment. 

May all mundane and supramundane collections
Of good fortune, happiness, goodness and excellence increase,
And may every beneficial purpose without exception
Be effortlessly and spontaneously accomplished.

Supramundane collection, I believe, refers to spiritual collections as opposed to worldly ones.  Normally we differentiate between worldly vs. spiritual, the former referring to things of this life and the latter referring to our future lives.  For example, if we engage in our spiritual practice for the sake of this life, it is said to be worldly; but if we are training for the sake of our future lives, it is said to be spiritual.  In other contexts, supramundane refers to virtues attained by superior beings – those who have attained a direct realization of emptiness.  Regardless, this verse clearly calls for all good things to increase.  When we rely upon Tara, for us, it will be an increasing time when spiritual development comes easily, even if for the world it remains a degenerate time, when bad things come effortlessly.

Common and Uncommon Pure View:

Kadampa Ryan 3. Tantra, 4. Practicing in Daily Life

In Tantric Grounds and Paths, VGL explains there are three main practices during the meditation break: Viewing everything as manifestations of emptiness, viewing everything as manifestations of our mind of great bliss, and viewing everything as manifestations of enlightened deities. I think we can say from the perspective of a practitioner on the path, we first train in seeing things as manifestations of deities until this becomes our daily experience, then we train in seeing them as manifestations of our mind of great bliss until that becomes our daily experience, then finally we train in seeing them as manifestations of emptiness. This is moving from gross to subtle to very subtle.

Normally we think of the nature truth body as the deepest level of the Dharmakaya and the wisdom truth body as like its surface, like waves on the surface of the ocean. I think this is common appearance from the perspective of a practitioner on the path.

From the uncommon perspective of a Buddha, I think we can say the wisdom truth body is found inside the emptiness of the nature truth body. When we think about the four profundities, we first need to realize ultimate truth before we can realize conventional truth, then we realize they are non-dual, though still nominally distinct. Then our understanding of emptiness is complete.

For a Buddha, they see inside the emptiness of all phenomena is their omniscient mind of great bliss, and inside that are countless emanations of enlightened deities. This is exactly how we experience the three bringings. Things are not becoming more gross as we move from truth body to enjoyment body to emanation body, rather we are seeing increasingly subtle levels. The most subtle of all is seeing appearance as inside emptiness. We see only emptiness, but it is directly appearing as completely purified all phenomena. This is what is meant by completing the practice of clear light. Instead of seeing appearance as a more gross conventional truth we directly see it as an ultimate truth inside emptiness.

In short, Buddhas see so deeply into emptiness they see appearance. For a Buddha, the gross is the nature Truth Body, the subtle is the wisdom truth body, and the very subtle is the emanation bodies. Hinayana Foe Destroyers absorb into emptiness, but it is only when we remove the obstructions to omniscience from that clear light emptiness that we attain the omniscient mind of a Buddha seeing directly all phenomena inside emptiness. In Sutra Mahamudra we say the mind is so clear, it knows. In Tantra Mahamudra, I think we can say our mind of great bliss is so empty, it appears and functions. Buddha see this directly.

Thoughts?

Modern Bodhisattva’s Way of Life: Overcoming Doubts About Emptiness

Kadampa Ryan 2. Modern Bodhisattva's Way of Life

(9.70) (Non-Buddhists) If the self were not permanent but perished in the next moment,
There would be no relationship between actions and their effects
Because, if the self perished the moment it committed an action,
Who would there be to experience its fruits?”

Now Shantideva answers some common objections that may arise in response to the explanations given. Again, we need to identify within ourselves the same doubts that the other schools are raising so that we can appreciate the refutation that Shantideva gives.

Here the non-Buddhists are refuting impermanence. To be permanent means to not change. To be impermanent means to be undergoing continuous change, things do not remain even for a moment. Impermanence says that the entire universe is simultaneously utterly destroyed and completely recreated in every moment. Everything changes, there is nothing that remains the same. There is a complete cessation of the previous moment to create the space for the next moment. Indeed, we can say that the process of destruction of one moment and the process of creation of the next moment are simply two sides of the same process viewed from different angles.

The non-Buddhists say if things are impermanent and everything ceases completely every moment, then we cannot establish any connection between cause and effect. Karma is negated. How can we say that we experience the effects of our previous actions if our present self has no relationship with our previous self? The old self has completely ceased and our new self is something that is completely different so therefore there is no continuity between the actions that we created in the past and the effects that we experience now.

(9.71) There is no point in our arguing about this,
Because we both assert that the continuum of a person who commits an action
Is not different from the continuum of the person who experiences its effect;
But at the time of experiencing the effect, the person who committed the causal action no longer exists;

(9.72) And at the time of committing the causal action,
It is impossible to see the person experiencing the effects.
Both the committer of the action and the experiencer of its effects
Are merely imputed upon a single continuum of a collection of aggregates.

The main point here is the impermanence of persons.  The teachings on impermanence explain that things do not remain even for a moment, and that includes people.  In every moment, a person changes completely.  The old self goes completely out of existence, without even the slightest trace remaining.  And an entirely new self is created – a completely new person.  Our view is that minor things on the surface change, but there is an underlying core which remains unchanging.  We feel it is the same person, but even conventionally, it is not. 

But there is nonetheless a continuum, like beads on a mala.  All Buddhists believe in impermanence. But impermanence simply means that there is not a self that remains unchanging eternally. However, there is a continuum to the self. It constantly changes, but we can trace the continuum path or trajectory of those changes. It is upon this continuum that we can say that the person who experiences the effects is the same continuum as the one who created the causes or created the karma.

Why does this matter?  What would happen if I stopped grasping at a permanent self?  One of the main reasons we become discouraged is grasping at a permanent I, is it not?  If we were not to grasp at a permanent I, would we become so discouraged? We would not become discouraged at all.  Geshe-la himself said there’s no valid reason for us to become discouraged. We can become who we want, change is taking place naturally.  Because we are empty, our aggregates are empty, change is taking place moment by moment by moment.  All we have to do is direct that change, that is all.  We can become what we want merely by creating causes for what effect we would like to take place in the future. We create causes whose effects take place in our continuum.  We can become a Bodhisattva or a Buddha in dependence upon creating the right causes.  We can change into whoever we want because we are empty.  It does not seem like we can because we grasp at ourselves as being permanent.  As a result, we don’t even try.  But when we let go of that, everything becomes flexible and we become changeable. 

If we really believe that the person who criticized us, for example, ended the moment the criticism ended, then why would we bother getting angry and retaliate? We would be angry with someone who has not criticized us. They have finished criticizing us, and it’s too late!  What would happen, again from a practical point of view, and this is most important, if we stopped grasping at others’ permanence?  What would happen to the attachment that we have towards people and the anger that we have towards people, and the sufferings that arise from them?  It would cease, wouldn’t it?   It seems as long as we are grasping at permanence we’re not giving ourself a chance and we’re not giving others a chance to change, are we?

Happy Protector Day: Fulfilling our Heart Commitment to Dorje Shugden

Kadampa Ryan 5. Reliance upon Dorje Shugden, Protector Days, Reliance upon Dorje Shugden

The 29th of every month is Protector Day.  This is part 8 of a 12-part series aimed at helping us remember our Dharma Protector Dorje Shugden and increase our faith in him on these special days.

Commitment, fulfilling, reliance, and appropriate substances,
Outer, inner, secret, attractive, and cleansing offerings, filling the whole of space,
I offer these to the entire assembly;
May I fulfil the heart commitment and restore my broken commitments.

This refers to an offering of our practice of the Heart Commitment of Dorje Shugden.  What does this mean?  It means to not be sectarian with our spiritual practice.  If we are sectarian in our practice, it will bring the Dharma into disrepute and it will create many problems for people being able to practice the path that leads to enlightenment, so it is very important for us to not be sectarian.  Gross sectarianism is when one tradition claims to have a monopoly on the truth and all the other traditions are wrong.  Many wars and much suffering have taken place due to this.  Subtle sectarianism is when we mix and match different traditions together.  Here, instead of saying one tradition is better than another in a general sense (as in gross sectarianism) we are saying that individual instructions from one instruction are better than individual instructions from another. 

To avoid sectarianism, Geshe-la encourages us to ‘following one tradition purely without mixing, while respecting all other paths as valid for others.’  Buddhas emanate many Buddhist and non-Buddhist paths depending on the karmic disposition of beings.  Different people will respond to different instructions, and so we are happy for anybody to follow any authentic spiritual path. 

This can be understood with an analogy of being trapped in a burning room.  If we were trapped in a giant burning room and there were many doors out, what would we do?  We would find the door closest to us and head straight out.  We would not start towards one door, then change to another, then change to another still because that keeps us trapped in a room.  We would not head towards the average of two doors because that would bang us straight into a wall.  We also would not judge other doors as being wrong for somebody else who is standing right next to it, instead we would encourage them to go out the door closest to them.  In the same way, if we are all trapped in the giant burning room of samsara and there are many different spiritual doors out, what do we do?  We find the one that is karmically closest to us and we head straight out.  We do not follow one path, then another, then another because then we complete none of them and remain in samsara.  We do not mix together two different traditions because this amalgam of our own creation does not lead to an actual door out.  We do not tell people who are closest to the door of another spiritual tradition, such as a Christian, that they should abandon their Christian path and follow our Kadampa path, instead we encourage them to go out through the emergency exit closest to them.  If somebody criticizes our practices and says that their practices are superior, we should not become defensive.  We can just say, ‘I am happy for you that you feel you have superior practices.  I hope you enjoy them.’ We then continue to do what seems best for us.  This avoids all problems.

So what is the Kadampa door?  It can be summarized in one sentence:  “relying upon guru, yidam and protector, I practice the path of Lamrim, lojong and Vajrayana Mahamudra.”  If we are doing this, if we have chosen this as our path and we are following it purely without mixing while respecting all other paths as valid for others, then we are keeping our heart commitment to Dorje Shugden.  Taking such a commitment is our personal choice.  Nobody can force this on us, we do so voluntarily.   This is not a commitment of the empowerment, it has to be something from our own side we decide to do.

One of the core principles of the NKT is while respecting all other traditions, to follow one tradition purely without mixing.  This is an extremely vast subject.  Venerable Geshe-la (VGL) explains in Ocean of Nectar that we need to be careful when introducing the subject of emptiness to those who are not ready because doing so can lead to great confusion.  I would say even more so, we need to be careful when introducting the subject of following one tradition purely without mixing, as this is a special spiritual instruction that can easily give rise to much confusion and doubt, including thinking that such an approach is closed-minded, anti-intellectual and sectarian.  The attached document attempts to explain the rationale behind this instruction so that people can be happy with putting it into practice. 

To provide you with a snapshot, the attached document is organized as follows:

  1. References within VGL’s teachings on this advice
    1. On following one tradition purely without mixing
    2. On sectarianism
  1. The mind with which we examine this question
  2. How to understand this instruction
  3. Rationale for the spiritual advice to follow one tradition purely without mixing
    1. Considering valid reasons
    2. Contemplating useful analogies
  4. Refutation of objections to not mixing
a.      Objection 1.  We can gain a better understanding of a subject when explored from multiple perspectives
b.     Objection 2:  We can gain a higher and deeper understanding of universal truth through synthesizing multiple systems of thought.
c.      Objection 3 :  All religions say the same thing, just with different metaphors and means.  So what is the problem with me studying and reading other traditions.  Does that not also take me in the direction of enlightenment ?
d.     Objection 4:  OK, I agree we should not mix traditions.  I am 100% committed to VGL, I know what we are all about and I don’t want to mix.  So what is the problem with me reading other sources ?
e.      Objection 5:  But I do not have freedom because I cannot be an NKT teacher or officer of an NKT center if I still want to go to other things.  So I am not free to choose.
f.      Objection 6:  But it can be argued that just because one is in a relationship with somebody else does not mean that they cease to be friends with other people and other women.  In the same way, it is not mixing or violating my commitment to my spiritual path by reading other books, etc., as long as I am clear as to who is my Spiritual Guide.
g.     Objection 7: But we are Buddhist, so everything depends upon the mind.  Reading other sources is not from its own side mixing, it depends upon the mind with which we do it. 
h.     Objection 8:  Come on !  Certainly you are exaggerating to say it is a fault to even read or be exposed to teachings from other traditions.  Don’t be so paranoid !
i.       Objection 9:  It still seems very closed-minded to be so categorical in shunning anything that is non-NKT.
j.       Objection 10:  OK, even if I agree with all of the above, certainly it is more skilful to say nothing, since people will misunderstand and leave the Dharma as a result of this misunderstanding.
k.     Objection 11:  OK, I agree, something needs to be said.  But why do you have to do it in such a foreceful way. 
l.       Objection 12:  OK, point taken.  But what makes an action skilful is whether the action does not undermine the faith of the other person when you engage in it.
m.   Objection 13:  OK, fine !  Just tell me what I can and cannot do.
n.     Objection 14:  If that is the case, then why do different teachers have different policies and standards on this one ?
o.     Objection 15:  But how does your standard compare to that of the NKT as a whole ?  Are you more strict ?
p.     Objection 16:  Wait a minute !  I can understand why there would be an issue with Tibetan Buddhism in general, but certainly it is not a problem with Mt. Pellerin.  After all, their teacher was also a student of Trijang Rinpoche, he is friends with VGL, and they are Dorje Shugden practitioners.  Are they not basically a Tibetan version of us, and we are a Western version of them ?  So their teachings can help improve our understanding of VGL’s teachings.  We are all talking about the same thing, so there is no mixing going on.  So it should be OK.  It seems we should at least make an exception with them.
q.     Question 17:  OK, I understand all of this and it makes sense.  How practically then are we to implement all of this at the center given the sensitivities involved ?

In the next post, I will continue to explain verse by verse my understanding of the meaning of the Dorje Shugden part of the sadhana.

Modern Bodhisattva’s Way of Life: Why the Materialists Are Wrong

Kadampa Ryan 2. Modern Bodhisattva's Way of Life

If the Samkhyas are the Christians who are the Vaisheshikas and Naiyayikas?  Essentially, they are the materialists or the scientists or the atheist. They are the people who say there is just the material world. Everything can be explained in terms of physical phenomena. Much of modern psychology has attempted to try explain everything that happens within the mind as the product of physical evolution or biological processes occurring inside of the brain.  As we go through the refutations of this school, we should have that sort of thinking in mind. There is part of us that still thinks everything is just material and that the mind is the brain.  

(9.68) The material I asserted by materialists also cannot be the I,
Because it is devoid of mind, just like a jug.
(Vaisheshika and Naiyayika) “But it has a relationship with mind and so it can know objects.”
When the self, or I, comes to know something, the former self that did not know ceases;

(9.69) But if, as you say, the self is permanent and unchanging,
How can it form a relationship with mind and become a knower?
Saying that the self is devoid of mind and unable to function
Is like saying that space is the self or I!

Materialist psychologists do not have an answer for how the physical organ of the brain can know a non-physical object. They simply observe that we do know things and they observe that we have a brain, therefore they conclude that somehow the brain can know mental objects. What’s interesting is the materialists consider those who believe in spiritual matters are naive and that they are the scientists. But in truth they are the ones that make the leap of faith that is somehow a material substance can know.

Happy Tsog Day: Remembering What it is all For

Kadampa Ryan Tsog Days

In order to remember and mark our tsog days, holy days on the Kadampa calendar, I am sharing my understanding of the practice of Offering to the Spiritual Guide with tsog.  This is part 14 of a 44-part series.

Requesting the spiritual guide not to pass away

Though your vajra body has no birth or death,
We request the vessel of the great King of Union
To remain unchanging according to our wishes,
Without passing away until samsara ends.

Technically, our spiritual guide never dies because he identifies with his deathless vajra body. Our indestructible wind and mind go with us from life to life and is our actual body and mind. Samsaric beings mistakenly identify with their contaminated aggregates (such as the body and mind of a human or an animal), and as a result, when these die, the person feels like they die too. But an enlightened being is somebody who has completely purified their indestructible wind and mind of all delusions and their karmic obstructions, and then they identify with this completely purified body and mind as themselves; thus, attaining immortality.

The problem is living beings still trapped in the hallucinations of samsara cannot see directly vajra bodies. They are too pure and too subtle for our contaminated, gross minds to perceive. In order to help those of us trapped in samsara’s nightmare, Buddhas and spiritual guides emanate forms which appear to us in our samsaric dream. They themselves never leave their vajra body, but they are able to project themselves into our karmic dream. When they do so, these emanations appear as normal samsaric beings who are born, get old, get sick, and die. They appear this way because we do not have the karma to see things any differently.

In order for these emanations to appear, we need to create the karmic causes for them to do so. There are two principal methods for doing this. First, we can view everything as an emanation with a mind of faith. This mental action is not only true, since the ultimate nature of all things is the Truth Body of all the Buddhas, but it also creates the karma for emanations to appear to our mind as emanations. Second, we request that the spiritual guide remain in this world until samsara ceases. This mental action, especially when motivated by great compassion or bodhichitta, creates the karmic causes for emanations of Buddhas to appear in this world, guiding beings along the path. Now that Venerable Geshe-la has shown the manner of passing, we accomplish this second method primarily through the Request to the Holy Spiritual Guide prayers.

Dedication

I dedicate all the pure white virtues I have gathered here, so that in all my lives
I shall never be separated from the venerable Guru who is kind in three ways;
May I always come under his loving care,
And attain the Union of Vajradhara.

As explained in one of the first posts of this series, Geshe Chekhawa said there are two activities, one at the beginning and one at the end. In the beginning, we generate a bodhichitta motivation wishing to engage in the practice for the sake of all living beings; and in the end, we dedicate any merit we accumulated through the practice towards the same goal. Intellectually, we know this, but we can sometimes not appreciate what is happening in our heart, and our practice and dedication seem flat.

To give us some feeling, I find it helpful to consider some analogies of things we do in life that are similar to dedication. The most obvious example is saving our money for some future use. We make the conscious decision to put our money in the bank or in some investment so that it can work towards providing at some future date. Another example is saving pictures or other nik naks around the house that remind us of somebody special. We lovingly place these things in our home for a long duration so that we can be reminded of them again and again in the future. We also save all sorts of information in our files so that we can find it again in the future when we need it. In the same way, we should feel as if we investing our merit, saving our karmic appearances, or storing away our important karma for the future.

The merit we dedicate will continue to work towards the goal of our dedication until it is eventually realized. If we dedicate our merit towards something in this life, it will continue to work until that thing ripens. But if we dedicate it towards the attainment of enlightenment of all beings, it will not stop bringing benefit until that goal is realized. Further, dedication is the best method for ensuring that our past virtues are not subsequently destroyed by our anger. Anger functions to burn up undedicated merit, with the end result being it is as if we had never engaged in the virtue in the first place. But once we dedicate our merit, it is safe and protected, even if we later get angry. Understanding the value of dedication, we dedicate all our merit to the goals explained in the dedication verse.

The Prism Crystal of Inseparable Bliss and Emptiness:

Kadampa Ryan 3. Tantra

Emptiness is like a completely clear infinitely vast prism crystal. Our mind is like a light that illuminates inside the prism (everything is inside emptiness, our mind and emptiness are inseparable). Karma is like filters within the crystal that refract different appearances within the crystal. The filters are inseparable from the crystal itself, like internal facets of a diamond created by mental action. The appearances refracted are nothing more than projections of mind inside the cyrstal. Contaminated karma will refract contaminated appearances. Pure karma will refract pure appearances. In truth, these are merely projections of mind filtered through our karma in the prism crystal of emptiness – mere appearnces.

Contaminated appearances appear to exist from their own side independent of the mind. Grasping at those appearances as things that actually exist from their own side is ignorance. These are the things we normally see. Even though they appear vividly, such things do not actually exist at all.

Different mental actions create different karmic filters that refract different appearances within emptiness when that karma ripens. The mental action of believing our correct imagination that we are Heruka creates a particular karmic filter that, when it later ripens, will refract as an appearance of ourself as Heruka in Keajra. But in reality, we are always just the completely clear crystal (only emptiness) refracting ourself as Heruka.

What others see when they look at us as Heruka depends upon the karmic filter they are looking at us through. Take VGL for example. Some may see a cute little Tibetan dude, some may see Guru Sumati Buddha Heruka, others may see Definitive Heruka. VGL can see all of the different ways he is seen (including how he sees himself) because these are all arising within his light-like mind of great bliss inseparable from the infinite prism crystal of emptiness. What is he really? He is no one of these appearances, but from another perspective they are all his emanations appearing to different beings according to their different karma.

When we change our mental actions, we change our karma, which changes the filters inside emptiness, which will change what later refractively appears directly to us.

The Ganden Oral Lineage contains special mental actions that, when engaged in, produce the appearances of enlightenment very very swiftly. One of the most important mental actions within the Ganden Oral Lineage is the meditation on non-dual appearance and emptiness of ourself as Heruka (or Vajrayogini). Another is the meditation on non-dual appearance and emptiness of ourself as the nada in the meditation on the indestructible wind and mind. Others include the appearances of the eight dissolutions, up to meaning clear light, the illusory body, and the union of the two. Believing correct imaginations on each of these functions to create special pure karma that will later ripen as us perceiving ourself as these pure appearances, inseparable from emptiness.

When we perceive directly pure appearance and emptiness as non-dual, we will have attained enlightenment.